The secret is out - a mother of one has time to be reflective, cutesy and update a blog every other day of all their child's miraculous happenings. A mother of two is stretched to maybe post a few pictures once every four months. And a mother of two with another one on the way, forgot she even had a blog, nor quite remembers how to eloquently put a sentence together!The Leoni's are with child again! Bobby, the sweet soul he is, took me out to dinner in December to propose a radical idea to me - "How about we discuss us being totally done having kids? We have two - a boy and a girl - everyone fits perfectly into our new house, it would be insanity to add another into the equation." I agreed that things were feeling complete but I needed to think about it. Thinking was over long before we had that convo., since I was already pregnant and didn't even know it!?!
Okay then, I can accept this, no I can cry, no I can accept this, no I can cry. My dad assured me that three of us four siblings were 'mistakes' and that he ended up liking us all anyway - which made me feel a tad better. But 3 kids in 4 years and only embarking on 5 years of marriage this September makes me a little bit tired.
I am sure just as we didn't' know how we'd do it with two, God will give us some deep down grace and energy to survive this third. Oh and it's a boy. Caellum has a bud now. He even points to my tummy and says with his deep, raspy voice - "BUDDY". Evelyn never misses an opportunity to kiss my belly and say "Ewwwwwwwww I just looooooooooove that baby." So we might have to let Caellum and Evelyn raise this child since they seem to have the energy for it!Anywho, the best I can do is post some belated winter pics and try to remember to update this again before I have grankids. Toodles.
